panic – PANIC – *P*A*N*I*C*
OK, I went to see my professor today since I have to hand in my final thesis on March 3 (that’s two weeks to go). I have had already four appointments with him where we discussed my thesis: What I wanted to write about, my outline, the content … normal stuff. We talked extensively about my outline, went over every chapter I wanted to write and why I needed it. Everything was fine.Now, today I wanted to check back, ask a couple questions and maybe fuse some chapters because it would have made more sense. He looks at my outline (which he has already seen three times in the last 5 months!), though of course it is a little more detailled now that I’ve actually written everything. He frowns and then says “Why did you put Part B here? Do you really need Part B? Why isn’t Part B within Part A?” I goggle at him and pull out my notes from our other meetings, go through them and then say: “Because on our second meeting you told me to do exactly that, because of [argument he gave me then].”
He frowns again and then remembers. “Ah, yes. I remember, I told you to do that. Right. But now that I am looking at it, it makes more sense to switch this and that part around, make this one your main discussion and throw away this part.”
And I felt the sky crashing on my head! So, after months and months of work where I did exactly as we agreed on, now it’s suddenly not so good anymore and I have not even two fu**ing weeks to re-write almost 80 percent of my 100 page thesis!
I am panicking slightly, my pulse is setting new records for me and my mind is blank with shock. I cut down on my work as a working student; I need the money badly, but handing in the thesis on time is even more urgent.
*argh* Sorry, I had to rant! I feel better now. I am going back to writing. Bye.










That so sucks! I feel with you, I really do. Feel free to give me a call any time if you need to rant orally. *sends some good karma your way*
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Geli, thank you so much! I actually feel a little better now; my collegues at work cheered me up yesterday and on Thursday I already managed to re-arrange my content and re-write two chapters. I hope that today I can start on the main part. It will be _another_ hard two weeks, but I think I will manage :) Thanks for the offer to call, when I have a nervous breakdown again I might do that :) *grabs for all the karma that comes along and sends a hug back*
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